i'm going to bed now, have a good sleep, and try harder tomorrow. it is my decision to live far away from vietnam, and i believe the challenge so far has not reached my limit.
besides, always in the loneliest situations do i find it easier to understand the need for love and sympathy for other people. we all have bad days, but many times we can't and don't talk about it. that is why plato said, "be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle". and there are so many individuals who i wanna help and protect, so i've got to be strong first.